A Quick Blog Update

I should be working on my State of the Gamer post since it’s way behind schedule, but I just found out about this bullshit today, so I need to start preparing.

I’m aware it’s more than likely they’ve been doing this all along, and we’re just hearing about it now, which is convenient since the article mentions the ability to “opt out.”  If they’ve already been doing it, they already have a good deal of stolen content.  I have very strong opinions about AI/Machine Learning aka plagiarism software.  I know my next paragraph is going to make some people think I’m a hypocrite, but the two things are not the same.

While I intend to opt out as soon as I figure out how, I’ll be removing my essays and fanfiction, and it’s the latter I’m sure some of you are like “But how is that different from AI?”  Writing fanfiction or making fanart isn’t the same as an algorithm scrubbing content and shitting out an amalgamation of stolen creative work.  Both take actual effort, not entering prompts.  Fanfiction is taking pre-established characters and/or settings and writing something about them.  It takes time, effort, and human creativity to some level.  It also can only make money  if the original creator allows it. unless you’re taking some major risks to put yourself out there.  There’s also a huge difference between stealing from a mega-corporation and artists just trying to survive.  I can already hear the “stealing is stealing!” but if we want to really get into things, people like Jeff Bezos aren’t paying people enough for their labor to make him a fucking billionaire, essentially stealing it, so I really don’t want to hear how all stealing is equivalent.  If a cashier robs the till of $20, they’ll get fired and possibly face criminal charges, but if their paycheck is shorted, the company will face no repercussions.

ANYWAY.  I just wanted to let all two of you who read my stories and essays know that I’ll be removing them soon.  I was thinking about removing the essays anyway since my plan is to eventually publish them as a compilation after much re-writing and editing, but this information seals my decision.  I also figured it can’t hurt to give the rest of you the heads up, though ironically on the very site that’s doing the immoral thing.

Tbh I’m not sure how long I’m going to remain here with this news.  Yeah I can opt out, but it infuriates me that all of these fucking companies are doing this now.  Of course they are because we live in a capitalistic hellscape, but they can because the laws aren’t yet in place to stop it (if they ever will be).

The State of the Reader: 2/14/24

<–The State of the Reader: 1/17/24         The State of the Reader: 3/13/24–>

A monthly post discussing my current reading projects and what new titles I’ve added to my to-read list.  Title links go to Goodreads, and if you have an account there feel free to friend me!  I’d love to see what you’re reading and/or planning to read.

Books Purchased: 1

Total: $1.99

Books Finished: 0

Books On Hold: 0

Books DNF: 1

Title: The Bell Jar
Author: Sylvia Plath
Date Added: May 26. 2018
Date Started: February 1, 2024
Date DNF: February 15, 2024

 

Media: eBook/Kindle

I was honestly bored.  I read a bit of chapter one when the MC and her friend are hanging out with the man in the cowboy hat.  Maybe it would grab me later, but it just wasn’t, and I’m kind of disappointed in myself because I know Plath suffered from similar MH issues that I do.  I think my time would be better served reading a synopsis of this since the novel isn’t holding my interest.  No shade to anyone who enjoyed it of course!

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The State of the Writer: 2/4/24

<–The State of the Writer: 7/23/23         The State of the Writer: 3/3/24–>

A monthly post discussing my current writing projects and any completed within that time.

Finished Projects: 0

Project: Story/Series
Working Title: 
The High Archon (The Truth Seeker Chronicles)
Genre: Paranormal Romance
Type: Original
Length: Novel
Current Word Count: 10,986
Prior Word Count: 10,994
Difference: -8
Status: Updating draft
Progress:
 Reviewing and updating “written out” accent

I’m still working on the accent part but I’ve also started sort of a checklist of things I need to accomplish before I start drafting again.  I’m really trying not to get caught up in the weeds again, but it can be difficult.  There are definitely things I want to flesh out and know before I start up again, but there are other things I don’t necessarily need to do so.  Obviously, I can always go back and edit, but I like to have some idea of what I’m doing before I do it.

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The State of the Gamer: 1/25/24

<–The State of the Gamer: 7/13/23           The State of the Gamer: 2/22/24–>

A monthly post detailing my current gaming projects.  I have an account at Grouvee, which is a site you can use to keep track of your backlog, so please feel free to friend me there!

Games Demoed: 4

  • Final Fantasy XVI – Love it. Would’ve bought it but I asked for it for Christmas. I’m not great at the battle system, but I’ll get more practice. Finally, finally we get a non-twink MC. I mean he is one at 15, but he’s 15. Clive is more than a snack. Bro is a whole damn meal and I am here for it. He’s also quiet, but not overly brooding? Like he just comes off as thoughtful and a little melancholy. His mother the Archduchess is a total bitch. From what I understand Joshua, his younger brother, was claimed by the Phoenix, but they were both blessed by it so Clive has Phoenix abilities and is Joshua’s Shield, but his mother the Archduchess thinks he’s a fucking failure and doesn’t even claim him as her son anymore. What an absolute asshole. I guess Squeenix wanted to switch it up and do the asshole mom. I have a feeling the Archduke is going to die/get killed so there will be missing dad, asshole mom lol. She has a sort of Cersei ambitious vibe to her. I do like the time jump, too. The opening is current (?) and then it goes back eight years ago. So the war that must’ve initiated when he was 15 is still going on eight years later and ramped up.  Predictions. The archduke is 100% going to die on this campaign Clive is meeting up with him at. I’m not sure about Joshua since I’ve seen fanart of him older, but that could just be speculation. Either way daddy dead and the Archduchess is going to blame Clive for it, but Joshua is going to stick up for him because Clive probably saves his life. Hell it’ll probably go down like Clive has to choose between his little brother and his father and there might be some “save your brother” shit going down with the Archduke, but of course Clive is going to feel guilty and the Archduchess isn’t going to let him forget it. She’s an absolute bitch like I can’t fucking stand her.
  • Patrick’s Parabox – Absolutely buying this. The premise is simple but the applications of it are immense. I also love a meta lol. You’re a square trying to get other squares into places in order to progress (that’s not really the meta, though I guess it could be) and you can go inside other boxes, which allows more manipulation of the situation. It’s a bit hard to explain, but it’s brilliant. I didn’t pick it up last night when I finished the demo, but I’ll probably do so today since I really want to continue.
  • Dragon Quest Monsters: The Dark Prince – I’m into it so far, though I’ll wait to make a decision when I see how the battle system works. If I’d known the MC was an albino elf (looking) guy, I’d have named him Elric instead of keeping the default name of Psaro lol. It’s only the demo though so I can always change it if I buy the game.
  • Silent Hope – Not really into it. If it were turn based I might be, but even then. I already have enough resource management games I’m involved with.

Games Purchased: 14

The House of Da Vinci 3 (The House of Da Vinci) – $6.99 @ Nintendo eShop

    • Doreamon Story of Seasons (Bokujō Monogatari, Doraemon, Story of Seasons) – $14.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Patrick’s Parabox – $19.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • The Room Two (The Room) – $1.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • PictoQuest – $2.49 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Etrian Odyssey Origins Collection (Etrian Odyssey) – $55.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Blacksad: Under the Skin – $7.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Final Fantasy VII: Rebirth (Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy) – $24.19 ($69.99) @ PlayStation Store*
    • Yoku’s Island Express – $3.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Rune Factory 4 Special (Rune Factory) – $19.49 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Pure Crosswords – $2.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Airplane Flight Simulator – $1.99 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Silver Nornir – $9.74 @ Nintendo eShop
    • Final Fantasy XVI (Final Fantasy) – $0.00 ($69.99) @ Christmas Gift

Games Finished: 1

  • Title: Harvestella
    System: Nintendo Switch

Date Started: November 20, 2022
Date Finished: July 22, 2023
Date Completed: November 20, 2023

I was going to try for full completion, but I honestly didn’t see the point.  I really enjoyed this game, but there isn’t much incentive to finish up everything when you can’t make third tier machines until you do everything, and there’s no more game to play.  I hope they decide to either make a sequel or release some DLCs.  It was really fun; the idea behind it was good, and it got me into farm sims.

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The State of the Reader: 1/17/24

A monthly post discussing my current reading projects and what new titles I’ve added to my to-read list.  Title links go to Goodreads, and if you have an account there feel free to friend me!  I’d love to see what you’re reading and/or planning to read.

Books Purchased: 13

Total: $45.11

Books Finished: 5

Title: The Fall of the House of Usher
Author: Edgar Allan Poe
Date Added: April 27. 2019
Date Started: October 23, 2023
Date Finished: November 30, 2023

Media: eBook/Kindle

I wound up reading this after finishing the excellent Netflix series of the same name.  The show isn’t just about this title, though, but rather an amalgamation of Poe’s works including The Cask of Amontillado, The Raven, and others.  Poe meanders so much with his words lol, which seems to be common among classical authors (looking at you Victor Hugo).  It made it a bit hard to get through, and I skimmed a lot.

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The State of the Writer: 1/7/24

A monthly post discussing my current writing projects and any completed within that time.

Finished Projects: 0

Project: Story/Series
Working Title: 
The High Archon (The Truth Seeker Chronicles)
Genre: Paranormal Romance
Type: Original
Length: Novel
Current Word Count: 10,994
Prior Word Count:10,999
Difference: -5
Status: Updating draft
Progress:
 Reviewing and updating “written out” accent

Been a while, huh?  We’ll talk about my triumphant return and the new timing later.  For now updates.

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The State of the Reader: 9/6/23

A biweekly post updated every other Wednesday detailing my current reading projects and what new titles I’ve added to my to-read list.  Title links go to Goodreads, and if you have an account there feel free to friend me!  I’d love to see what you’re reading and/or planning to read.

Books Purchased: 4

Total: $6.97

Books Finished: 0

Books On Hold: 1

Title: Ninth House
Series: Alex Stern
Author: Leigh Bardugo
Date Added: October 15, 2019
Date Started: July 10, 2023

Media: eBook (Library)
Progress: 13%

As mentioned in my last post a looooong time ago, my loan ran out on this and I’m on the waiting list.  Twenty-second in line now (down from thirty-two) with about twenty-two weeks as the wait time.

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The State of the Writer: 9/3/23

<–The State of the Writer: 7/23/23         The State of the Writer: 9/17/23–>

A post updated every other Sunday discussing my current writing projects and any completed the prior two weeks.

Finished Projects: 0

Project: Story/Series
Working Title: 
The High Archon (The Truth Seeker Chronicles)
Genre: Paranormal Romance
Type: Original
Length: Novel
Current Word Count: 10,999
Prior Word Count: 11,104
Difference: -105
Status: Organizing
Progress:
 Reviewing draft notes by subject

I exhausted my resources looking for the source on this one.  Not even freaking Google knows, which leads me to believe the original may no longer be on the internet, which is such a shame.  I don’t like using art I can’t source, so feel free to call me out for the hypocrite I am, but it’s pretty much perfect for my male MC minus a few details like the glasses (and body type?  He’s really tall with broad shoulders, but very, very pretty/beautiful; I love seeming incongruence *shrug*).  I’ve been finding a lot of good images for him lately and trying to save them on my computer.  Coincidentally talking about removing artwork, I’ve gotten notifications from Pinterest about things being removed by the original artist, and I can hardly blame them with this whole AI nonsense going on and wanting to preserve their work.

The State of the Reader: 7/26/23

A biweekly post updated every other Wednesday detailing my current reading projects and what new titles I’ve added to my to-read list.  Title links go to Goodreads, and if you have an account there feel free to friend me!  I’d love to see what you’re reading and/or planning to read.

Books Purchased: 0

Books Finished: 1

Title: Raybearer
Series: Raybearer
Author: Jordan Ifueko
Date Added: October 8, 2021
Date Started: January 23, 2023
Date Finished: July 25, 2023

Media: eBook/Kindle/Library

It took me longer than I’d like to admit, but I finally finished this.  I really liked it.  I thought it would be a trilogy, but it’s a duology so there’s only one other book Redemptor in the series.  I may just purchase it tbh since it’s only $2.50, and if I buy the second I might as well get the first if just to support the author.  Interesting that the second book is cheaper than the first ($8.99).  Usually authors make the first less expensive to hook you then up the price on the second.  Then again it’s usually not the author’s choice about this unless they’re self publishing (and even then I’m not 100% sure).

Either way I’m following the author.  Obviously I stan and support other Black creatives, and the MC and majority of characters in this duology are Black.  It’s the default in this setting.  The main crisis/plot is very intriguing, but you don’t realize exactly what it is until later as most of the story follows Tarasai, who was only “created” as a tool for her manipulative mother (…).  So I had Tori Amos’ “Bliss” stuck in my head for the duration of the reading since the mother, whose only name is the Lady, calls her “Made-of-me” and never by her name.

“…what it means to be made of you but not enough for you.” -Tori Amos “Bliss”

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The State of the Writer: 7/23/23

A post updated every other Sunday discussing my current writing projects and any completed the prior two weeks.

Finished Projects: 0

Project: Story/Series
Working Title: 
The High Archon (The Truth Seeker Chronicles)
Genre: Paranormal Romance
Type: Original
Length: Novel
Current Word Count: 11,104
Prior Word Count:11,250
Difference: -146
Status: Reorganizing
Progress:
 Reviewing draft

The artwork this week is inspiration for the author/compiler of the in-universe book my MC is looking for: Lirae Balinel Steamfield (luh-RAY BAH-lin-el).  Don’t ask where/how I come up with these names lol.  I mean there is an explanation, but unless you want an info dump, it would just be better to leave it alone.  Anyway, I saw this piece on DA and my galaxy brain just made the connection so here we are.

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