I exhausted my resources looking for the source on this one.  Not even freaking Google knows, which leads me to believe the original may no longer be on the internet, which is such a shame.  I don’t like using art I can’t source, so feel free to call me out for the hypocrite I am, but it’s pretty much perfect for my male MC minus a few details like the glasses (and body type?  He’s really tall with broad shoulders, but very, very pretty/beautiful; I love seeming incongruence *shrug*).  I’ve been finding a lot of good images for him lately and trying to save them on my computer.  Coincidentally talking about removing artwork, I’ve gotten notifications from Pinterest about things being removed by the original artist, and I can hardly blame them with this whole AI nonsense going on and wanting to preserve their work.